In Memory, Sharon McPhee
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The road commissioner's men hold back a multitude of springs in borrow ponds along the roadside. Each manbuilt water-womb's a bucket of startled breeders disclosing its turn at gain or decay when I come by the brim. Cowslips border some ponds and flatter the bee. Willows withe their hair in their hair on others, while some ponds cradle the muck of stickleback, pike, and nettle- bush where lovers crawl under to bake on the steamy loam. Yet I have searched the ponds near home, watched waterbugs cleave to water leaving no sign of their passing, of plain-brute industry, no scar. I've seen backswimmers kicking up pondbloom that blooms the same again for kingfishers diving for fish. And I've strayed fresh gravel across Lee County roads and then, with cheatgrass shunting its wicks in my socks and pants, I have looked back at nothing changed and walked on home. Someday I might find a borrow pond gone, evolved in its own destruction to fen or farmland, though everywhere I see water and wings stirring time's midden, man's landfill. |