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Safety doors shut hard on the desert heat outside of the hospital ward where her husband waits, telling a dream to the white wings of his sheets. As suddenly as they meet he is himself again, no longer the ashen traveler lately withdrawn from the dead, but a man whose arms receive her arms and the small of her spine and the richly wired bulb of her head.
Each of them speaks, recasting the bones of half a century. Her hands stroke his. His eyes welcome hers, two lovers snared under droning fluorescent lights. He whispers how like the animals he has become, unable to plan, helpless to say where he will go. And then he's gone. Slung like sticks upon the bed, she holds him close as if to hold their living in.
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Before she stands she settles the crease of his lids, kisses his stiffening lips, and rethinks eternity. The shape of it shifts from what they've said would be release to months or years or worse confined to memory. That the ordinary will get too big: his unlit pipe, food he liked, books half-read and cracked at the back. His arms forever opened wide. |